So, last January I started bootcamp, did really well til things started falling apart around me. Still didn't do horrible overall, but I used the stress of the distractions of my families trials to lure me away from the straight and narrow path I had religiously followed the past 10 months. Amazingly enough, the forbidden foods didn't really taste that good, but I ate them anyway, cursing myself afterwards, berating myself for being so weak. I used the excuse that I would start back with a vengeance in January...
So now, it's January...almost February. I have done much better, but not with the enthusiasm of last year. What's different, what's changed, where has my resolve and my willpower gone?
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